...From Anna

Hi there IPOMers,

Gawd it's been a stressful month for me. Just up and down emotionally, my mind going in a hundred places. How about you? Things can't be too easy for the rest of ya'll, cause life just never is. I hope ya'll have watched the Rock Show with Jason hosting! He'll always be a part of Metallica in my mind, and to some degree I will always grieve over his departure. But I'll be glad to keep up with his future projects, and I hope you will too. Speaking of Jason, and Dave Mustaine, I am going to be talking to Phil about an idea for IPOM involving these two. Watch out for it, cause I think you'll really appreciate it if you're a big Megadeth fan, or if you really miss Jason. And now onto my vibe list!

Anna



GOOD THINGS
School started up again!
I told my Algebra teacher about my social anxiety disorder, and how I was having panic attacks in the crowded classrooms... so now he's letting me do ALL the work at home, so long as I take my tests... looks like I'll finally pass Algebra!
Philosophy is challenging
My new journal site is up! http://nativeinsanity.isbeautiful.org (thanks goes out to Phil for helping with my html problems)
POW WOW season in a month!
James has found the strength to go to rehab and get help
Jason hosting the Rock Show!
The Prozac appears to finally be working! ;)
A prayer session held with about 40 Metallica loving Indians that went for 48 hours straight (with people getting some sleep of course) I prayed and sang my heart out for James, and so many other people did too.
I had a good birthday (August 9th)
I'm going to start volunteering for RAINN (Rape, Abuse, and Incest National Network) (yes I was molested, and nearly raped, and that's why I am volunteering)
The IPOM boards are active right now, c'mon and visit!


BAD THINGS
James's problem was very emotionally upsetting for me because I am the daughter of two alcoholics... had to undergo more intense therapy as a result
I had to drop half my classes this semester cause of lack of money for books... thank God that's changing next semester
Aaliyah is dead! :(
THIS HEAT!
School started up again.
My cats keep peeing on my floor...Blegh
I miss Dave.
My Klonopin doesn't seem to be working as it should.
I have that fucking "because I got high" song stuck in my fucking head!
The prayer session was draining... but my cousin, who's a veteran at it (she was present for the 1986 prayer session for Cliff) got me through it


GUYS, GUYS, GUYS
Dave, Matt, Phil, and Doug ;) Los Quatro Chulos ;)
Kyle Secor....in handcuffs no less ;)
Jon Seda
Dave Mustaine
I fucking HATE the WWF, but....Chris Jericho


NEW ALBUMS I'M LISTENING TO MOST
Megadeth - the Wold Needs A Hero
Selena - The Last Concert

ALBUM I LOOK FORWARD TO MOST
Tori Amos - Strange Little Girls (she's covering Slayer, how weird and cool is that!!!!!)


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